Dear once upon a time

We have reached point eX and I am caught in between glad we made it this far and sad you have to leave . Just because you are a passing cloud ,don’t mistake me for the sun ,for I am neither screaming nor constant . I am the howling wind and the creaking sounds . […]

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February 

Am not good at mourning , But I will weep for you until my eyes are red and am out of breathe  Then I will think of you on all of your birthdays  And I will finally quit eating bread , I will laugh off my head  And I will sit here and wish you […]

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She lives… (crawling soul 2)

You are sitting side by side . Today , She looks like a flower that just blossomed, It’s a good day . The nurse call out her name , And you walk in to the doctor’s office . You have seen this doctor , He has been her doctor for the past 2 years , […]

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My last best day 

Some infinities are short lived , And his and mine was brief . He was a 13 year old boy  And I was a fat 11 year old piece of shit,  When we first met. But he gave me the best years of my life . He was my best friend, He was my hero […]

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A day after forever .

I was told once , That you can’t walk up to someone and be like “hey !you are my best friend ” That normal stories don’t start like that , That they start with being chemistry lab partners , Or with being desk mates , That they start with that mutual friend you both don’t […]

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In this liftime  ♡

If I was to wake up tomorrow morning , Gone! Away from my flesh , I will have only one regret , That no one ever was honest with the fact that I make the worst pancake . They are just too oily , and to chunky , and there is just never enough salt  […]

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